Citind presa vad cateva “stiri” de ultima ora :

“Admir-o pe Teodora, model la numai 17 ani”.

“Anca vrea sa ajunga pe sticla. Are 20 de ani”.

“X-leasca si-a facut implant de silicon”.

“Y-leasca a facut sex in nu stiu ce pozitie in masina, in fata politiei.

“Z-leasca are o relatie extraconjugala cu nu stiu ce individ”.

Si lista de anunturi din mass media continua la nesfarsit.

Radio-ul, televiziunea, presa, oamenii toti vorbesc in mare despre acelasi lucru.

Sunt frumoase femeile si trebuie admirate. Si nu pierd ocazia sa admir o femeie frumoasa.

Oricarui barbat ii place o femeie frumoasa si toti le admiram. Dar de aici pana la a nu face alt lucru este o cale de strabatut.

Stai de vorba cu oamenii, la unele discutii si printre vorbe mai auzi pe unul altul zicand: “Vine tipa aia. Vai ce buna ii. Vai ce dotari are. Cred ca o poti invarti de numa”

Te intorci dincolo. Iarasi. Aceleasi discutii. La nesfarsit. Parca tot ce exista in lumea asta e numai sex. Constati usor ca tot ce conteaza pentru majoritatea e numai sexul. Incredibil dar chiar peste tot se vorbeste de sex ?

Simt o repulsie si o indignare in sinea mea. Toti discuta numai despre asta. Ba unii se si lauda cu performantele pe care le au in domeniu si cu cate partide de sex au avut ei, si in ce circumstante.

E adevarat ca fara actul sexual reproductiv oamenii nu isi perpetueaza specia dar de aici pana la a discuta aproape exclusiv de sex, si in a fi efectiv obsedat de aceasta notiune este cale lunga si detona multe lucruri.

Astfel, iti dai seama ca oamenii sunt efectiv posedati de sex, si sunt frustrati de aces lucru. Din punct de vedere psihologic nu poti sa te gandesti aproape exclusiv la ceva decat daca acel lucru nu te macina pe dinauntru, de fapt tu incerci sa iti eliberezi tensiunea interioara expunandu-ti gandurile.

Tumultul omului e tot mai mare legat de sex. Instinctul de reproducere si nevoia fiziologica se leaga de sex si implicit omul depinde de sex pentru a-si prelungi existenta, dand nastere la copii. Dar din pacate, viziunea lui este extrem de limitata, de cele mai multe ori denota o obsesie exacerbata pana acolo incat il macina in interior. Iar daca aceasta se produce in sanul unui reporter, care scrie un articol, el va fi citit de foarte multi, cei mai influentabili, primind rapid ideea.

De fapt sexul este ceva atat de banal, incat nici nu ar trebui discutat despre el. De ce oamenii nu discuta tot timpul despre cum isi beau cafeaua, cum isi prepara micul dejun, sau cum fac alte lucruri banale ? Dar faptul ca ei discuta in acesti termeni te lasa sa crezi ca exista intr-adevar o problema, o frustrare. Si daca stai sa cercetezi iti dai seama ca aceasta este chiar foarte mare. Preocuparea lor ramane la acest stadiu, pentru ca in momentul in care nu exista o educatie corespunzatoare, nu exista nici minte care sa judece si sa analizeze. Si atunci intervin instinctele primare.

Da, actul sexual este o binecuvantare si in acele momente reusim parca sa ne despindem de pamant si sa traim in alta dimensiune. Dar mi se pare absurd sa fii continuu obsedat de acest lucru. Placerea fizica nu este singurul lucru care conteaza pe lumea aceasta. Iar fericirea adevarata nu vine din trairea cat mai intensa a actului fizic sexual. Este ceva cu care suntem binecuvantati. Dar el nu trebuie nicidecum sa inlocuiasca placerea realizarii unor experiente de natura spirituala. Si nu ma refer la lucruri oculte. Nici macar religioase. Omul nu este construit numai din trup, ci trupul lui este doar baza sau fundatia omului. Si atunci nici placerea nu poate fi numai fizica.

Consider ca placerile omului pot fi mult mai intense si mai de durata daca ele sunt traite la nivel spiritual. Dar cum poti sa ajungi aici daca nu iti cultivi spiritul ? Cum poti sa ajungi la un nivel mai decent daca nu faci nimic pentru asta si te complaci la acest nivel al instinctelor si al placerilor fizice ?

Faptul ca omul discuta despre sex este un indicator al neputintei sale, al unei obsesii continue si al unui stadiu incipient de dezvoltare psihica si intelectuala.

Pacat!

La merveilleuse France

Bonjour de nouveau ! Je parle de nouveau francais car je suis en Angouleme.

I am again in France, in a delegation. I found the same town, the same people. Almost nothing is changed. Maybe the season is changed. Earlier I was in the spring and now I’m in autumn.

I have the strange sensation that I know this town from many years, even if I knew from this year. I see the people and all have similar faces, they look very familiar to me. And I can’t say that I know them. Because the town it’s having about 50.000 people. It’s like the the town is frozen, and I returned after much much time.

Even the France, his beauty doesn’t seem so beautiful in my eyes. But it’s my perception. Maybe I lost my enthusiasm. It’s of course my personal view which became more familiar with this country and town. But it’s not that I see them very familiar, I mean places, people, habits. It’s because of the intensity of the feeling and the fact that is maybe too strong compared to the period which I lived previously here (not more than 3 weeks). Now I’m looking at me and I’m saying : maybe I am changed, maybe I see differently the things, maybe I have other perception. That’s because I became older, and more reflective to the things that I see around me.

In fact it’s the same France, there are the same people, same villages and towns and same habits. It’s me who changed. I feel now that as I become more experienced in life, let’s not say that I become older because I don’t really like the idea, I get more and more sophisticated in my thoughts and my judgement . It’s a natural consequence of the process of learning. But I am surprised because this is so obvious.

The thing is that I am no more impressed by France, by the advantage of civilization, culture and infrastructure compared to Romania. This is another aspect. Of course the difference is considerable but it can be lowered. I am no more shamed that I am romanian, in fact I believe that Romania has a great potential. In fact what I have to do with the stupids, the ones that are do anything in the world but not to work. And I am not more impressed by anything. Because nothing is absolute.

I think that in a few years we will see an interesting phenomenon of evolution of Romania, because people are working hard to survive and gain their existence. Because they have things to do, because they have a reason to live for. I mean have a family, have a house or a car. And my perception in this is that here in France but even elsewhere in the reach countries the struggle is not so intense and the people are loosing their purpose in life. They live just because they live, a boring life without a special purpose because they are not pressed by material matters. They are gaining well their lives and life is passing very smoothly for them. So they are not mobilized to gain their existence, their lives. And when you are not mobilized, you are almost sleeping. You are at a low speed. But in Romania it’s not the case, because people are working hard to survive and they are coming fast from the rear.

Anyway, I hope that this will really happen because it’s the natural way that the a little poor countries advance and reach the developed countries.

The Question still remains: what is in fact the Electron ?